Wednesday, May 27, 2009

My first experience with fantasy books


Today suddenly I remembered about some books I had read like 14-15 years back, now I really sound like a very old lady. Back in high school I had not yet started reading english books.
I was stuck with reading the kannada books, mainly because I didnt have access to english books and also because I just didnt know what to read.
I was a serious reader of kannada books then, books like garuda rekhe, kagadada hoovu were one of the first novels I read, believe me they are HEAVY emotional books.
Once I was in my village for summer holidays, in my grandfather's room there was a "kanaja" Kanaja means the place where they used to store the grains. it was around 7 ft deep and 6 feet wide.
And it was filled with all kind of junk since it was not used anymore to store grains.
I jumped into it and started searching without knowing what I was looking for. That is where I found garuda rekhe and chandrakanta santati.
I managed to find 9 books of santati, it actually had 11 books. Reading chandrakanta santati at that time was such an exhilarating experience.
I did not find the first book, so initially I was apprenhsive to start with the books. But I decided to go ahead. luckily every book had a synopsis of the previous book.
The 2nd book was named as some rahasya, the name was enough to start me on the book. half way through the book I was as happy as I had found a treasure.
I used to imagine those mayajala described and how the aiyyars disguised themselves. It was a beautiful book. by the end of the book I was addicted to chandrakanta santati.
Many of the books were very very humourous. It took me around 3 months to finish the 9 books. Actually I had found only 7 books initially, you wudnt believe to find the other 2 I asked every one of my relatives on my mother side.
Finally 2 of my cousins had 1 book each. Tragedy was I didnt have the last book and till now I have not read the last book. The books I had were v v old. Now that I have suddenly remembered those I will read those books again.
I think one of my aunt took all the books, so I will have to go buy the books.
But the smell of books which is close to 80 yrs old is something else.

Thursday, May 14, 2009

no more no less


Its strange how talking to some people seems so natural even though you are not really close with them.


I know lot of people like that. I dunno wht their parents do, what she likes to do in free time. Or about her family or aspirations, but conversation just flows so easily.


These are people i dont spend time with either. Right now I am at a stage where in I have absolutely no friends to hang out with.


I am not even looking for one, I have my bfast and lunch alone. Maybe people around me think am a wierdo but honestly I cannot settle for less.


Having had so many 'fun-to-be-with' friends I feel there is just no one who can fill their spot.


I know almost everyone in our team, talk to everyone but its just a temp thing. It goes back to the void in life.


The thing I miss the most now is someone to chatter with, gossip with (no evil gosspis). Somehow it feels as if this phase of mine will last for a very long time.